Losing Focus Friday
Jun. 20th, 2025 11:55 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Like, I TRIED to stay focused on what I need to do, but it wasn't exactly easy -- dunno if it's just tiredness (given I got to bed later than I should have last night) or early-onset PMS (as we're starting to approach that time of the month again. Either is not great! And it really didn't help that I got water in my ear during my shower earlier, meaning I spent a decent amount of the night just trying to get that OUT of my ear. *sigh* But I managed to get through everything important in the end, fortunately --
Work – Busier-than-I-expected Friday to end the week – mostly because I had a surprising number of phone calls in the morning, from people checking in on their pledge payments or not-yet-processed gifts, and in one case changing their parish before making a gift (because their new one wasn’t properly reflected on their record). But I managed to get through it, completing both Wednesday’s and Thursday’s GLs; posting most of the checks that came in today’s mail (one had to be saved for my coworker as she had the password to look up who it was from on the business’s site); and doing a bunch of reversals around all the calls. *shrug* Can’t say it didn’t make the day go by, at least! And now it’s the weekend, yay~ Cleaning weekend, yes, but still the weekend!
To-Do List –
1. Get in a workout: Check – and my last night on the bike this week featured yet another video from Proxy Gate Tactician: “Can You Beat Baldur's Gate 3 While Locked In First Person PoV?” (Plus a rewatch of Petey Plays It’s video on how to get the Crystal Creations crystal tree just to fill out the time.) Yes, since I watched his video on how he used a collection of mods stitched together in a terrifying Frankenstein configuration to put BG3 into first person POV on Wednesday, I figured I should watch his attempt to complete the game in same tonight! And what was the answer to the titular question?
“Yes, but you will get distracted a LOT by how pretty the game is and how much detail there is up close...and also how some bits of the game have no ceiling as you were never expected to be able to look up.” XD Yeah, Proxy really enjoyed his run through Baldur’s Gate III in first person POV, because it let him appreciate just how amazing the environments are in a way he never had before! He was constantly stopping to marvel at things – or to chastise Larian for never putting a ceiling in the lower levels of Moonrise Towers, or never actually animating their ropes moving. XD It also made certain battles scarier (like the imps on the Nautiloid seemed a hell of a lot more threatening when their fireballs were coming straight at your face), and certain moments more poignant (like poor Us getting killed by the cambions in the escape sequence D: ). It did come with some caveats, however (beyond the whole “having to stitch together these specific mods in a specific way” thing) –
A) Because it was very awkward to control other characters while the camera was locked in his Tav First Person mode, Proxy basically had to go with a solo run (shoving Lae’zel off the Nautiloid and carefully avoiding all other companions)
B) Because first person made it a little harder to see where he was going vertically, he couldn’t jump his way past some problems like he was used to (though he could sneak past some of them, at least)
C) Using druid wildshape form was a complete mess, putting him in the middle of a very hollow-looking owlbear suit
D) And the Gauntlet of Shar’s invisible maze was arguably even HARDER in first person, when Proxy thought it would be EASIER. Proxy was NOT amused. XD
Despite all these little quirks and foibles, however, Proxy was pretty easily able to make it through all three acts of the game – and, because he wanted to see how each class played in first person, he even did the “multiclass into each class once during level-ups without respeccing at Withers” challenge while he did! He liked Sorcerer the best, as the spells seemed the best suited for throwing at people in a first-person perspective. :P But yes, his character easily slaughtered goblins to save the grove; braved the Underdark to get some mithril goodies; fought the githyanki in their mountain pass after upsetting them by breaking too many targets in target practice; found passage through the Shadow-Cursed Lands by hanging out with a horrible spider-man; slaughtered all of Moonrise; aided the Emperor in fighting off the githyanki attacking him; watched Gortash’s coronation because why not; saved and then slaughtered all of the Gondian gnomes (because why not); and finally ended the game as a full-fledged mind flayer, having betrayed the Emperor, taken out the Netherbrain, and made no friends. But then again, I don’t think most mind flayers need friends, so – happy ending! XD I am enjoying all these challenge run videos of his – looking forward to when I can watch the famous “can you beat BG3 as a cat” one...
2. Continue writing “The Van Dort Vacancy”: Check – I got a late start thanks to trying to get the water out of my ear, but once I actually began writing, I quickly got into the groove. Which is good, because tonight’s chunklet featured Victor meeting one Lord Barnaby Fortescue III – aka Mike’s character from Oxventure Presents: Blades In The Dark! Given Barnaby’s first words to him included him saying that you couldn’t expect the middle classes to look where they’re going, Victor wasn’t exactly happy to make his acquaintance. XD I had a lot of fun describing the few facts Victor knew about Barnaby during their conversation – in particular, Barnaby being ultra rich; Barnaby being a bit boorish because he has enough money not to care about other people’s opinions; and Barnaby being always drunk. Which included referencing Mike referring to his character as a “walking drinks cabinet” in one episode via rumors that Barnaby designs his many elaborate and expensive coats to function as such, and the hilarious moment where Luke justified a bad roll by Barnaby to subdue a bad guy by throwing a glass of unknown liquid at him by saying the liquid was water by having people whisper Barnaby doesn’t know what water looks like. XD Come on, I had to! Anyway, Barnaby got a lot more interested in Victor once he learned he was William and Nell’s son, complimenting him on being the most interesting member of the family and complaining about how he REALLY didn’t want to hear William go on about his cannery earlier. Which, okay, that is a sentiment Victor can sympathize with, at least. XD I left it off with Victor looking around the grand ballroom, noting that the cannery did help buy all this – tomorrow, Barnaby agrees that the Van Dorts have done very well for themselves...and gets weirdly into asking if they have a vault...
3. Keep up with YouTube “Subs”: Half-check – between it being Game Night (Clue this week – I won three games; Dad and Mom each won two; and one game had to be declared null and void because Mom didn’t realize she could prove herself wrong when she looked at the cards in the envelope) and me being distracted trying to get the water out of my ear, I just didn’t have time for any proper videos. So instead I watched a bunch of shorts about Us from Baldur’s Gate III. Specifically:
A) “Talking to our companion Us in the Prologue vs Acts 2-3 #baldursgate #baldursgate3 #bg3 #dnd” by pjmaster92, comparing what Us sounds like in the tutorial level when you first pick them up versus what they sound like when they become a proper summon at the end of Act 2 – they get higher-pitched as a summon, curiously
B) “The BRAIN DOGS in Baldurs Gate 3! #baldursgate3 #baldursgatelore #shorts” by Fextralife, talking about what intellect devourers are and how they work (apparently they can grow to giant, rideable size should they live long enough to becoming intellect gluttons). Interestingly, they are apparently called “brain dogs” despite Us choosing to disguise themselves as a cat in public when you pick them up as a summon. I guess that’s what makes them different XD
C) And “BG3 Newbie: Getting 'Us' (Intellect Devourer) as summon companion in Act 2!” by Sefearion, which looked like a clip of someone’s livestream of playing Baldur’s Gate III and being like “wait, is this the same intellect devourer from the Nautiloid” when they spotted Us in a cage in the Mind Flayer Colony in Act 2. And looking rather touched to discover it was their old brain-friend, who remembered them well. :) How can you not love Us, seriously…
So yeah – calling it a half-check because they were all shorts, but at least I was able to entertain myself with cute clips of Us. :) Maybe next Friday I won’t have water-in-my-ear problems and can watch an ACTUAL video!
4. Get my tumblr queues sorted: Check and check, if not quite as check as I was hoping –
Victor Luvs Alice (N Smiler) – It took longer than I wanted, but I did at least finish my Song Saturday post on “Three” by Gaia Consort over here! I just needed some time to figure out how to put my thoughts about how the song isn’t a PERFECT fit for my OT3, but the vibes are there, into words. Wrestled it into shape in the end! Unfortunately, I didn’t get Nebby’s gift fic queued up, but I am VERY tired now, so that is gonna have to wait until tomorrow. *shakehead* Don’t worry, Nebby, I WILL get to it!
Valice Multiverse – And over here:
A) I answered Satirical’s latest replies on my asks – one giving me the rough timeline on how we got from Black Mesa messing with portal tech to the earth being taken over by the Combine (with me going “there’s a Cave Johnson laughing somewhere because Aperture never screwed up like THAT”); and one telling me how the “kuei-jin” were retconned out of the 5E version of V:tM, citing one of his favorite web series, “Hunter: The Parenting” (about a family group of hunters in Norfolk, UK) calling them nothing more than LARPers who mashed together a bunch of different Asian traditions with no regard to what they actually meant (I wondered what Ming Xiao actually was then, given she canonically can transform into a big old sea creature form; Satirical pointed out the retcon didn’t happen until 2018, so I could either go with the kuei-jin being real like they were in the original 2004 game, or maybe make Ming Xiao something like a Tzmisice – I chose to go with keeping the kuei-jin true to the original game, but maybe dropping hints that the Kindred don’t really understand what the group truly is and thus get a lot of things wrong by ascribing stuff to them that doesn’t really fit).
B) And I answered an anon ask from someone saying that they’d just learned the Falkland Islands used to have a really sweet native wolf species that would swim out to boats to greet them – and that of course they were quickly wiped out by the people coming in to settle the islands. :( Inevitable High School!Alice said that stories like this just taught her that the minute settlers step foot on an island, all the wildlife is in trouble, which, fair.
*nods* You know what, I'll take all that. But now I really have to go to bed, for I am TIRED. Tomorrow is a Cleaning and Laundry Saturday, so that'll be a good portion of my day -- rest of it should be spent writing more on "The Van Dort Vacancy" (be nice if I could finish off this chapter, but we'll see); getting Nebby's gift fic queued up for tomorrow on Victor Luvs Alice (N Smiler); and hopefully catching up on the stuff in my Watch Later. We will see how everything goes! Night all!
Work – Busier-than-I-expected Friday to end the week – mostly because I had a surprising number of phone calls in the morning, from people checking in on their pledge payments or not-yet-processed gifts, and in one case changing their parish before making a gift (because their new one wasn’t properly reflected on their record). But I managed to get through it, completing both Wednesday’s and Thursday’s GLs; posting most of the checks that came in today’s mail (one had to be saved for my coworker as she had the password to look up who it was from on the business’s site); and doing a bunch of reversals around all the calls. *shrug* Can’t say it didn’t make the day go by, at least! And now it’s the weekend, yay~ Cleaning weekend, yes, but still the weekend!
To-Do List –
1. Get in a workout: Check – and my last night on the bike this week featured yet another video from Proxy Gate Tactician: “Can You Beat Baldur's Gate 3 While Locked In First Person PoV?” (Plus a rewatch of Petey Plays It’s video on how to get the Crystal Creations crystal tree just to fill out the time.) Yes, since I watched his video on how he used a collection of mods stitched together in a terrifying Frankenstein configuration to put BG3 into first person POV on Wednesday, I figured I should watch his attempt to complete the game in same tonight! And what was the answer to the titular question?
“Yes, but you will get distracted a LOT by how pretty the game is and how much detail there is up close...and also how some bits of the game have no ceiling as you were never expected to be able to look up.” XD Yeah, Proxy really enjoyed his run through Baldur’s Gate III in first person POV, because it let him appreciate just how amazing the environments are in a way he never had before! He was constantly stopping to marvel at things – or to chastise Larian for never putting a ceiling in the lower levels of Moonrise Towers, or never actually animating their ropes moving. XD It also made certain battles scarier (like the imps on the Nautiloid seemed a hell of a lot more threatening when their fireballs were coming straight at your face), and certain moments more poignant (like poor Us getting killed by the cambions in the escape sequence D: ). It did come with some caveats, however (beyond the whole “having to stitch together these specific mods in a specific way” thing) –
A) Because it was very awkward to control other characters while the camera was locked in his Tav First Person mode, Proxy basically had to go with a solo run (shoving Lae’zel off the Nautiloid and carefully avoiding all other companions)
B) Because first person made it a little harder to see where he was going vertically, he couldn’t jump his way past some problems like he was used to (though he could sneak past some of them, at least)
C) Using druid wildshape form was a complete mess, putting him in the middle of a very hollow-looking owlbear suit
D) And the Gauntlet of Shar’s invisible maze was arguably even HARDER in first person, when Proxy thought it would be EASIER. Proxy was NOT amused. XD
Despite all these little quirks and foibles, however, Proxy was pretty easily able to make it through all three acts of the game – and, because he wanted to see how each class played in first person, he even did the “multiclass into each class once during level-ups without respeccing at Withers” challenge while he did! He liked Sorcerer the best, as the spells seemed the best suited for throwing at people in a first-person perspective. :P But yes, his character easily slaughtered goblins to save the grove; braved the Underdark to get some mithril goodies; fought the githyanki in their mountain pass after upsetting them by breaking too many targets in target practice; found passage through the Shadow-Cursed Lands by hanging out with a horrible spider-man; slaughtered all of Moonrise; aided the Emperor in fighting off the githyanki attacking him; watched Gortash’s coronation because why not; saved and then slaughtered all of the Gondian gnomes (because why not); and finally ended the game as a full-fledged mind flayer, having betrayed the Emperor, taken out the Netherbrain, and made no friends. But then again, I don’t think most mind flayers need friends, so – happy ending! XD I am enjoying all these challenge run videos of his – looking forward to when I can watch the famous “can you beat BG3 as a cat” one...
2. Continue writing “The Van Dort Vacancy”: Check – I got a late start thanks to trying to get the water out of my ear, but once I actually began writing, I quickly got into the groove. Which is good, because tonight’s chunklet featured Victor meeting one Lord Barnaby Fortescue III – aka Mike’s character from Oxventure Presents: Blades In The Dark! Given Barnaby’s first words to him included him saying that you couldn’t expect the middle classes to look where they’re going, Victor wasn’t exactly happy to make his acquaintance. XD I had a lot of fun describing the few facts Victor knew about Barnaby during their conversation – in particular, Barnaby being ultra rich; Barnaby being a bit boorish because he has enough money not to care about other people’s opinions; and Barnaby being always drunk. Which included referencing Mike referring to his character as a “walking drinks cabinet” in one episode via rumors that Barnaby designs his many elaborate and expensive coats to function as such, and the hilarious moment where Luke justified a bad roll by Barnaby to subdue a bad guy by throwing a glass of unknown liquid at him by saying the liquid was water by having people whisper Barnaby doesn’t know what water looks like. XD Come on, I had to! Anyway, Barnaby got a lot more interested in Victor once he learned he was William and Nell’s son, complimenting him on being the most interesting member of the family and complaining about how he REALLY didn’t want to hear William go on about his cannery earlier. Which, okay, that is a sentiment Victor can sympathize with, at least. XD I left it off with Victor looking around the grand ballroom, noting that the cannery did help buy all this – tomorrow, Barnaby agrees that the Van Dorts have done very well for themselves...and gets weirdly into asking if they have a vault...
3. Keep up with YouTube “Subs”: Half-check – between it being Game Night (Clue this week – I won three games; Dad and Mom each won two; and one game had to be declared null and void because Mom didn’t realize she could prove herself wrong when she looked at the cards in the envelope) and me being distracted trying to get the water out of my ear, I just didn’t have time for any proper videos. So instead I watched a bunch of shorts about Us from Baldur’s Gate III. Specifically:
A) “Talking to our companion Us in the Prologue vs Acts 2-3 #baldursgate #baldursgate3 #bg3 #dnd” by pjmaster92, comparing what Us sounds like in the tutorial level when you first pick them up versus what they sound like when they become a proper summon at the end of Act 2 – they get higher-pitched as a summon, curiously
B) “The BRAIN DOGS in Baldurs Gate 3! #baldursgate3 #baldursgatelore #shorts” by Fextralife, talking about what intellect devourers are and how they work (apparently they can grow to giant, rideable size should they live long enough to becoming intellect gluttons). Interestingly, they are apparently called “brain dogs” despite Us choosing to disguise themselves as a cat in public when you pick them up as a summon. I guess that’s what makes them different XD
C) And “BG3 Newbie: Getting 'Us' (Intellect Devourer) as summon companion in Act 2!” by Sefearion, which looked like a clip of someone’s livestream of playing Baldur’s Gate III and being like “wait, is this the same intellect devourer from the Nautiloid” when they spotted Us in a cage in the Mind Flayer Colony in Act 2. And looking rather touched to discover it was their old brain-friend, who remembered them well. :) How can you not love Us, seriously…
So yeah – calling it a half-check because they were all shorts, but at least I was able to entertain myself with cute clips of Us. :) Maybe next Friday I won’t have water-in-my-ear problems and can watch an ACTUAL video!
4. Get my tumblr queues sorted: Check and check, if not quite as check as I was hoping –
Victor Luvs Alice (N Smiler) – It took longer than I wanted, but I did at least finish my Song Saturday post on “Three” by Gaia Consort over here! I just needed some time to figure out how to put my thoughts about how the song isn’t a PERFECT fit for my OT3, but the vibes are there, into words. Wrestled it into shape in the end! Unfortunately, I didn’t get Nebby’s gift fic queued up, but I am VERY tired now, so that is gonna have to wait until tomorrow. *shakehead* Don’t worry, Nebby, I WILL get to it!
Valice Multiverse – And over here:
A) I answered Satirical’s latest replies on my asks – one giving me the rough timeline on how we got from Black Mesa messing with portal tech to the earth being taken over by the Combine (with me going “there’s a Cave Johnson laughing somewhere because Aperture never screwed up like THAT”); and one telling me how the “kuei-jin” were retconned out of the 5E version of V:tM, citing one of his favorite web series, “Hunter: The Parenting” (about a family group of hunters in Norfolk, UK) calling them nothing more than LARPers who mashed together a bunch of different Asian traditions with no regard to what they actually meant (I wondered what Ming Xiao actually was then, given she canonically can transform into a big old sea creature form; Satirical pointed out the retcon didn’t happen until 2018, so I could either go with the kuei-jin being real like they were in the original 2004 game, or maybe make Ming Xiao something like a Tzmisice – I chose to go with keeping the kuei-jin true to the original game, but maybe dropping hints that the Kindred don’t really understand what the group truly is and thus get a lot of things wrong by ascribing stuff to them that doesn’t really fit).
B) And I answered an anon ask from someone saying that they’d just learned the Falkland Islands used to have a really sweet native wolf species that would swim out to boats to greet them – and that of course they were quickly wiped out by the people coming in to settle the islands. :( Inevitable High School!Alice said that stories like this just taught her that the minute settlers step foot on an island, all the wildlife is in trouble, which, fair.
*nods* You know what, I'll take all that. But now I really have to go to bed, for I am TIRED. Tomorrow is a Cleaning and Laundry Saturday, so that'll be a good portion of my day -- rest of it should be spent writing more on "The Van Dort Vacancy" (be nice if I could finish off this chapter, but we'll see); getting Nebby's gift fic queued up for tomorrow on Victor Luvs Alice (N Smiler); and hopefully catching up on the stuff in my Watch Later. We will see how everything goes! Night all!